So i want to tell you all why this year is going to be so big for me.
It took a long time for me to decide if I should post this or not. some fault me for being such an open book on here. well, This is what I need now, and will need to get through this next chapter. I have great support systems, a great family, loving husband, sweet puppy and doctors... but this is my space...and I need it.
I have been on quite a few meds for a few years now.
I will list them here and the various reasons that I take them... (I take various doses and some I only take "as needed")
let me also get this straight... I am not proud of my anxiety. My inability to translate real life into something that doesn't terrify me, make me lose sleep, give me panic attacks.
I am an open, friendly person.. not a lot of people know how badly I struggle.
I am however, one of the "lucky" ones... I am able to hold down a job that I enjoy, and a few friends that know intimately what I deal with daily.
and if your thinking "I know her... she doesn't seem like that at all"
Think a little harder.
I have been on a lot of adventures...
This one is different.
I am not going backpacking across south america, Im not getting married, im not running a marathon.
This year I plan to get off of all of these meds... and start really thinking about the future of my family.
So join me as I make my big and little life changes.