And it's hitting me pretty hard.
I'm going from a relatively high dose of anti depressants and anti anxiety meds, to absolutely nothing in a matter of less-than a week.
It's not supposed to go like that... These drugs are hard to get out of your body... Vertigo, depression, anxiety attacks, headaches, agitation...
On the up-side I am sleeping.
On the down side... I'm having trouble getting out of bed.
I'm lucky for the fact that, I love my job. I love coming in... It keeps me busy, and that's what I need right now to prevent a total crash.
I have had an amazing outpouring of support from people I love and care about, even people who I have lost touch with, I have cried over so many loving words.
I'm not alone.
I'm sorry if I don't respond individually to you... Please understand.
I'm not a "chatter" in real life... I have mastered the art of "grin and bear it" ... It's hard to talk about a mental illness and not feel... Well, crazy...
I'm trying to keep it to this blog... Keep my feelings here.